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May

I didn’t know your true feelings until now. I didn’t know that you meant what you said years ago. I thought we were just young and innocent.
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27
Mar

We should go there together. taupestry
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Mar

For my bestie taupestry

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Feb

I’m so frustrated. Do you think it’s so easy? I’ve waited so long & now when I finally got it, you tell me you want to have it changed? ARG!!!
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27
Feb

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Feb

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Feb

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Feb

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21
Feb

fallinginawesomeness:

how matter how bad things can get, i always able to tell myself: “everything will be alright, they have to be alright no matter what, so have faith.”

but it seems that its not as easy as before.

i have never requested anything from you and mum like seriously,

i have never even expecting you all to fork out money to let me go pursue degree.

of all those words you have said, that are seriously the most awful and hurting they could get.

“You think she could be able to even pay us back when she got her degree and goes to work? She dont even have the ability to do so, most prolly going back to sell clothes even after a degree. So, whats the point of purging so much money on her and in the end we got back nothing? She dont even knows how to think right now, like thinking that we are old and unable to produce so much money to let her study, I bet she doesnt even think about us. All she thinks is to go out and spend money and time with her whatsoever friends, staying till late and neglecting this family. I bet she wont even wanna care about us when she gets her degree and goes to work. Such an unfilial daughter I have …”

dont you think that i dont understand a single shit just because you said this in hokkien to mum.

no decent word to describe my current feelings right now.

i felt so burdened, and theres noone i could actually turned to.

all i could do is to swallow everything i gonna say or wished to say into my stomach, including of what i do wanna pursue and stuffs, and crying to myself right now.

i did mentioned to mum that i would try and settle everything on my own, particularly money issues if i really wanna pursue a degree, whatever i takes, be it bank loans or aim for scholarships.

I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF EVEN GETTING A SINGLE CENT FROM YOU.

and all you could ever think and say was that.

throughout these 21years, have you ever wondered why i dont even wanna talk things out with you?

its not that i dont wanna to, is your inability of even trying to step into my shoes and understand what im trying to go through.

im still a kid, afterall i guess, trying to figure things out, trying my best to act and grow up like an adult.

just because i know, you and mum are not young anymore.

the responsibility within me as the eldest seems to be neverending as the years pass.

guess all i could do now, is to breathe first.

im putting too much unseen pressure on myself.

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Feb
findmetoforget:
cunt-meister:
bobbwhy:

Nutella Mug Cake

Ingredients

4 tablespoons self rising flour

4 tablespoons sugar

1 egg

3 tablespoons cocoa powder

3 tablespoons Nutella

3 tablespoons milk

3 tablespoons olive or vegetable oil

Method

Combine all ingredients in a large coffee mug.

Whisk well with a fork until smooth.

Microwave on high for 1 1/2 – 3 minutes. (Time depends on microwave wattage. Mine took 1 /2 minutes.)

Top with whipped cream and a little chocolate sauce if desired.

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About to try this right now. Brb.
this is delicious.. TRY IT
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